He was a bit more sober than the rest of us and then he announced that the plans for the day had been changed. He shared his desire for the day with us as we sat around the kitchen table. As he spoke, my thoughts trailed off to the time when I had prayed for a man who loved God more than I did and then my reflection was interrupted when that man's voice broke. He was caught up in the description of his morning with the Lord and composing himself, he laid out before us the new and improved family day.
There were 30, one dollar bills and we each received five. They were given to us to give away. Our mission was to ask the Lord to lead us to broken, hurting people who needed the love of Jesus. The idea was to sharpen our discernment skills, be led by the Spirit, go when you're asked too even if you don't know why or where and to teach our children how to respond when the Savior wants to pour Himself out over and over for the sake of others. With our water bottles in hand, a loaf of fresh, baked bread to share for lunch, we headed off to be used of the Master. Destination unknown.
After a while, we found ourselves driving around Ft. Collins and realized that we didn't do this often enough. We were rusty...usually when we are out and about, we are the reason. Our goal is to cross something off of our list, complete a task and feel like our day is productive. This was different. There was no list. We were just looking and listening.
There he was. Standing at the bus stop on a side street, wearing a backpack, his heart called out to us. We made the block and found a place to park. As we passed in front of him and slowed the car to a stop, we noticed that he didn't look so "needy". His clothes were clean and he appeared as one of us. Yes, we questioned if we had heard correctly and then concluded that we must be obedient and approach him. One by one we all bounded out of the car. With dollar bills in our pockets and smiles on our faces we met Daniel. He had just gotten out of prison from serving an 18 year sentence for growing certain kinds of plants. His countenance was radiant as he listened to the children introduce themselves and then our explanation of why we were there. He was overwhelmed and didn't want to accept the single dollar bill that was offered to him. Daniel needed money but he was content with receiving the love of Jesus that we had come to give. He shared his story and how he had found his Savior in prison but was so thankful to be reminded of God's love for him on that particular day. Then just like that, the bus pulled up and Daniel got on and rode away. I watched with tears in my eyes and marveled how at any given moment the King of Glory can break through our routine to interrupt life as we know it and remind us that there's a purpose, a calling, a Love that wishes to be shared, experienced and then given away.
There were more that day....Red, Jay and the Planned Parenthood worker. Each had their own unique response to God's love. All but one received it.
As we felt our day was coming to an end, we slipped our remaining dollars in our pockets to be used another day, and settled back into our car and began the drive on the long way home. There was a lot to process and we all knew that though we were going back to our familiar life, we were different. We had been used. It felt good. It felt right.
Each armed with 5 dollars. Four unsuspecting people. It had been a good day.